Just feel so sad, because my best friend who was just leave me away. He is gone, but his smiling face alway in my mind, heart, and everywhere of my memory. 10/10/2006  that day, his family came to colllege for his memorial serives. and I just knew he is leave me away.. I remember when we lived together.. we did a lot of stupid things together as like smoking, drinking, yelling in the mid-night... I really do have much funs to live in with him.. He is very nice guy,He only 22, and We both are understnad for each other, we dont need say anything for other.. We always walked together, watch TV, our favorite channel is NBA sport, Gym together, working at math center together, and be the math tutor in the same time. we both always complain to the old dorm why there dont have air conditional and internet services, eat lunch together, dinner together,, but not breakfast,, cause we  both were lazy to wake up for eatting that shit. PAUL, I miss you,,,,, I so proved you are my roommate. I will pray to your family, Love you too,

Long time no post something in my spaces.. it is a time... ..right?? Just want to share my Happiness with you guys... That's I went to Canada for 4 days trip... so much funs with  my lover... Of course I did my promise to her too, because she was waiting this promise and surprise for long time...That's Travel and most important special perfume rains..........and face to the Niagara Falls to make this rain....so romantic right ?.... She was loved this rains... Anyway... Good lucks guys.... Have a good semester.... Be safe....# 1

浪漫情书人人向往. 只要能表达出真情实意就可以了。情书之所以如此 romantic，就因它是完全由你亲笔写成的信件。它能表现出你对爱人了解的程度，而对所爱的人了如指掌也正是爱情最精髓的部分。 問世間情為何物，直叫生死相許. 老土，真恶心。千言万语也只不过是表达三个，我爱你！！

To be 30 years old, Is that meant everything should not be change? It is wrong, no matter how old,35, 40,  50 or even married, if both do not love each other, they still be changing.., so, dont be afraid, i was always here, and you dont need worry about the age,,, and maybe something will happen in the future,, but if you love me and I love you, That's enough, No other can Break up with us. Hope you understand, yeah, i know we still young,I cant give u nothing except  true love, True heart, and true me.. Do you want it.I only can give to you , is let you smile everyday.. let you feel me so bother you ,  bother you everyday, every hour, every minutes, and every second,, How is it? Haha...真恶心，变态。。。。。。。

Big day... big than new year,,, Because SHe was back,, hahaha, I was so happy ,i can see her again..hug again,,, hahaha, then i can seee her on sunday.. haha, Lao Po,  I  miss u so much..

11/11/2005

Single day? noway.. First time met her,we talked alot about her past and my past..,, began not feel alone anymore,,, she was so pretty,, and cute..She was in Baruch College, firstman student.. When we first met, we began phone call each other every night..

11/18/2005

Second date, call her to hang out have lunch together.. She never reject me. she was wearing so style and sexy clothes..maybe she was in city college, ahaha, that's why...

12/18/2005

Today. I went to Baruch college to find her,, because i had two weeks didnt see her.because final week, began to think about her and deep feeling with her.that night, we went to watch movie."King Kong", haha, wonderful movie,,when we finished the moive around 10:00 o'clock, I carried her to home,,, I can see in her eyes,, she was so happy today.and she didnt disgusting with me. haha, every time, i called her or she called me, we talked for long time, haha, feel happines...

12/23/05

those day was a terrible day in new york city, because MTA be on big strike, that's why we cant see each other,, we already to ask make an appointment in friday in 12/23,, we just hope that day the strike would be end, then we can see each other, and give her X-Mas gift,, and we both went to shopping, and she bought three clothes for me too, haha, feel happiness. hahah, yeah, yeha, hahha, sunshine day..at night, we went to watch movie again,,same as last time, i carried her home, we chit chat,, i dont know why began to talk about my home things, when I tell something about my home, me, and my dad, She cry, cry, cry, i dont know what can i do in that movement, i  grasp her hands and hug her.. When we arrived at her home, i ask her why you cry, she didnt say nothing, but i already knew why she cry, in that monment, she is my target and future,,,

12/24/2005

I called her out again, I brought her go to flushing to see my friends, my friends were so bad, call her elder brother's wife, she felt so shy, haha, so funny,and i brought a dozen roses for her, she say why i give her rose, i said nothing, just smiling to her,  but we know one thing, I love her, and she love me, 6 of my friends and us went to play shot pool, and i teach her how to play pool too, and she learn so fast,, haha, because if she didnt play pool right there, she should feel boring there, that's why i teach her, because i dont want her feel boring there,, we play three hours pool, after it, we went to have dinner, my friends began make joke me and min min(wendy), and my friends want her go us to ski on tomorrwo, she said, she needed to think about,because she want to casino to listen concert, my friends call her again, brother's wife,, then she say yes,hahaha. after dinner, i carried home, we both cant control each other, frence kiss and hug together,but i planed in 12/31 night vindicate to her in times square ,that's why we both cant control, but, she cry again, she looked unhappy and much pressure, i ask why, she say, she love me, but too fast and she cant belived anyone anymore, but when i tell her, I can promise, love her forever,frence kiss again,..when her called me again, she told me, her mom yelling at her, why she came home so late,, haha, ...

12/25/2005

 Merry Chrismas everyone,,,,,, Today, I wake up so many times,3:00, 4:50, 5:40, and 6:00, i cant sleep for whole night, it is not for the ski today,, cause i can see min again,i call her wake up at 6, and met chinatown at 7:00,today big fog, i already buy milk tea and egg cake for her, haah, she was so happy,She was so beatuiful today, i can see she is most beatuiful in the world, haha, when we came to flushing, i saw my friends not coming yet, then we just go eat breakfast again,,, but i know she was so tired and sleep today,because when we arrived at ski area in PA, it is a rain day, we cant ski over there, then we give up, and back to new york again, we seat in the car for 7 hours, so tired, i know she was tired too, that's why i hug her so closes, and ask her how is her feel, and let her lean on my shower, and sleep in my bosom, kiss her hair, face, and ear, let she know i was here, when we back to flushing, we went to eat fuzhouese food, then play pool again, then carry her home again, i go back to flushing play pool again with my friends, so boring holiday, but with my girlfriens, feel not bored anymore,, hahahah, yeah right,, hahAA