Just feel so sad, because my best friend who was just leave me away. He is gone, but his smiling face alway in my mind, heart, and everywhere of my memory. 10/10/2006  that day, his family came to colllege for his memorial serives. and I just knew he is leave me away.. I remember when we lived together.. we did a lot of stupid things together as like smoking, drinking, yelling in the mid-night... I really do have much funs to live in with him.. He is very nice guy,He only 22, and We both are understnad for each other, we dont need say anything for other.. We always walked together, watch TV, our favorite channel is NBA sport, Gym together, working at math center together, and be the math tutor in the same time. we both always complain to the old dorm why there dont have air conditional and internet services, eat lunch together, dinner together,, but not breakfast,, cause we  both were lazy to wake up for eatting that shit. PAUL, I miss you,,,,, I so proved you are my roommate. I will pray to your family, Love you too,